Well, everyone… this is probably my last weekly message for this year
. Who knows.
We’ll see what unfolds next year.
Silence
. Peace.
Wherever you are right now, you are exactly where you need to be.
You don’t have to do anything with it; there’s nothing to change, nothing to name, nothing to rush…
All energy flows in the present moment.
Trust that no matter what is happening right now… it is exactly as it should be.
You don’t need to be anywhere else, you don’t need to feel differently… and you don’t need to want it to be any different.
Because “wanting things to be different,” “wanting to be somewhere else, faster…” than you are right now… wanting to feel differently than you do right now… leads to exhaustion or feeling overwhelmed.
Because your energy and your strength are needed in the present moment, in presence, and in connection with yourself.
Even if this contradicts what you encounter in the outside world and in the spiritual scene… in the grand scheme of things, you do not determine when, what, or how things happen.
We are part of the bigger picture.
It happens
. Right when the time is right.
You’ve read this from me many times before: it’s about the balance between being a creator and receiving life.
Trust.
Trust in God.
Without any ifs or buts.
Everything will reveal itself in due time, and then you will know.
Trust yourself, your inner guidance, and surrender to life, to transformation, to the process!
So much is happening right now that isn’t yet tangible
. With each and every one of us. God… the divine universe… the greater whole is working with us, for us, and through us right now.
Many are putting pressure on themselves until the 31st
. Do I still need to finish this or that… create vision boards or write down goals… get my priorities straight, etc., or else… Well, what?
Does it put pressure on you?
Then let it go.
Many things sort themselves out, come to an end on their own… without us having to “do” anything except let it happen and surrender to it with absolute trust, precisely because that is exactly how it is meant to be, without us having to intervene.
Trusting in the divine order, the divine/universal process.
I find it much more important to be present within yourself in the now, time and again.
Trust that you will know exactly what needs to be done and when.
Give yourself space for yourself and for what is good for you right now
. And if that just means getting plenty of sleep and taking walks in nature… Then so be it.
I just realized… that I’m doing so much “behind the scenes” right now that nobody even notices
. It’s not just me… many of us… depending on our area of responsibility…
Holding the space for whatever is happening right now, so that it can happen… Weaving all of this into the fabric of being human
. It's big.
My task—the tasks are changing… I really enjoy doing this… I love it…
At the same time, I realize that this is the only thing that needs my attention and energy right now.
That’s why I’m stepping back here now, earlier than usual for this time of day.
I need all my capacity right now for what’s currently happening “behind the scenes.”
I don’t know what, how, or anything else right now… it’s big… and it’s different from what’s been announced everywhere… it’s best to tune in yourself and trust yourself…
I let it happen.
And I trust precisely that not knowing, that having no plan…
Sometimes I have ??
? They shine above me, and I ask God, the divine universe… What on earth will this be when it’s finished?? What do you actually want from me…???
And I just feel a grin… spreading across my face.
. “Trust me. Trust yourself… It’s all there, and it will become clear—there’s nothing you need to do.”
And honestly… I still have my struggles with that sometimes
. With a smile.
I make room for this “not being able or wanting to do anything else right now”
. Do nothing. To be nothing.
Before questions arise
. I'm fine. Very well, in fact.
I am completely fulfilled and receptive.
Silence with me, with God, with that for which there are not yet any words.
Receiving the blessing, being the blessing for myself, for you, for the world—and that is exactly what needs my full attention right now.
So I send you a loving blessing for your week and for the time ahead.
Sarina
Until the 7th
. Things are going to quiet down around here in January… at least as far as I'm concerned, as of today… that's how I'd like it…. But knowing God / the universe as I do, his plans for me tend to change from time to time… we’ll see.
I am here, and whatever happens, happens.