I always knew there was more than I saw with my eyes.
Even before my eyes got very bad, I looked more with my heart and looked at things as a whole. Not only their appearance, but the WHOLE.
Some call it spirituality, others think outside the box. I simply call it "connection to yourself – trusting yourself and your own knowledge."
Early on, I dealt with all kinds of "spirituality" or "whatever else there is". But I never found anything that really touched me. The techniques were always too complicated for me or I had to do mega meditations first and that was not good for me. I love meditations but I need it suitable for everyday use, pragmatically without many aids or Tam Tam. When I'm out and about in everyday life, I want to edit it exactly when it appears and not hours later. I want to change it so that I feel comfortable.
Most of the time I was depressed at first. I looked for the error with me. I thought to myself: "You can't be that if I want to change something, that I have to dissolve something for hours or murderous meditations or or…. must be done. "
Now I know why it didn't work for me. This realization took some time about: "There is something wrong with me, because with others it works – up to – why do I always have to dance out of line" but well.
The insight was:
I have my very own "technique" in me. That works for me, that works at my pace and is suitable for everyday use. I found it in me. It doesn't always have to be complicated. It can also be easy.
And YOU can too.
The people who come to me are also knitted that way. Of course, you can't get around becoming active yourself. That's why I love to combine healing work with conversations and tools that everyone can try out for themselves in everyday life. You can feel it yourself. Even if it sometimes doesn't work out right away, they all gradually find their own approach and explore and discover what works for them. Get to know yourself and your own perception and to use it for yourself.
What I used to find stupid was that you had to run to someone because of every little thing you wanted to solve, whether therapists, doctors, healers, etc. They did it but never showed me what I could do myself, so I could simply implement it myself in everyday life. No one has done that. And that really always annoyed me. That was often a reason why I left it altogether.
For me it is important to support people in discovering and awakening their own healer in themselves. Have fun and enjoy dealing with energies, feeling their respective qualities and using them. At the beginning you may still need help with the implementation but at some point you don't need to run there anymore,