It was a way. Quite different from the paths that have already been taken.
It was a little girl who stood at the beginning of this path. It was afraid. It stood at this beginning of the path and did not dare to take the first step. Terrified, she looked around, hoping someone would help her. But there was no one. She called. But far and wide there was no one to be seen. And no one heard them.
Completely frightened and with absolute uncertainty and shaky knees, she very carefully took the first step and thus her foot for the first time on this path.
Her foot suddenly began to shine. As if beautiful, radiant light flowed in and through her veins. The girl was only frightened when she saw this. Then she got a smile on her face. She was delighted. She was so afraid of what might come that she hadn't even thought about something great happening.
She was so happy that at first she didn't hear the voices behind her that were suddenly there. She was so enchanted by this radiance, this beauty that emanated from her foot.
The voices grew louder. She was surprised. But she was still alone.
There was no one who wanted to help her or accompany her. When she turned around, she was startled. Behind her was a hole full of mud in front of the path where she once stood. From this came voices, shouts and screams. Arms like octopuses who wanted to grab them and bring them back. The girl was confused. The hands wanted her help and she would also like to help. But the closer she bent over to her hands, the more they tried to grab her and drag her into the mud. The voices changed in the voices she knew. It was even harder for the girl. Precisely because they were voices from people close to her. Doche got closer, the more demanding they became and threatened to drag her into the mud.
Then came a voice in a sweet but determined sound, saying, "Turn around and look at me!" Again the girl was frightened, but she was full of confidence. She turned around and looked. But she saw no one.
"Do not doubt even if your eyes do not see me. I'm here!"
The girl closed her eyes.
"I will show you the way. Don't be afraid. You have everything you need in you. You have yourself. You are most powerful when you are with yourself."
The girl was visibly irritated. After all, she was always in the midst of people and yet she felt alone.
"You don't need the others. You have yourself. When you are with yourself, everything that nourishes you, that loves you and that makes you free will be there.""
"Something like that works?" asked the girl.
"Yes," said the voice.
"Go your way and be what you are.""But who am I?""Go the way and you are!
""But how do I know the way?"
"
I'll show you. And, if you get off track, you'll notice.
""But why?
""You know."
So the girl left her voices behind and carefully put one foot in front of the other. And with every step, her feet shone more and more. First the one. Then the other. And with each subsequent step, the radiance, this magical light flowed through her veins. So that little by little her whole body began to shine. She was full of confidence, full of security.
Just before the radiance reached her heart, a hand shot up from the mud on the side of the path and shouted, "Help me, help me."
Instinctively, she grabbed her hand and at that very moment her limbs froze and the radiance ceased.
The girl was frightened. "But I can't let others fall into their mischief just to go my way."
The voice said, "Align yourself and look at me."
The girl did as her voice commanded.
"You help people the most when you go your own way and love yourself. These hands are illusions to make you submissive. Listen to yourself, you will know when someone is really worthy of you and your light."
"Worthy?" the girl asked in surprise.
"Yes, worthy," said the voice."Not everyone is ready for it."
The girl was confused and surprised at the same time.
"Go" said the voice "Go".
And the girl left.
The girl shone more and more with every step. The heart shone around her, and the girl grew with every step, getting bigger and brighter. Whenever she doubted or occasional hands appeared again, she straightened up, listened to herself and followed the voice. What she didn't notice was that the mud around her disappeared and it became more and more radiant around her.
Nature flourished. Only when she heard a laugh did she stop and look around. All around they laughed at trees, fairies, humans and many beings. They danced. Were full of joy and so happy. The girl was speechless. She turned to the voice and asked, "What is this?"
The voice answered, "That's you."
The girl had tears in her eyes, and she looked down at herself for the first time and recognized this radiance, this beauty that left her structure and flowed into everything around her.
The tears flowed down her face.
"Thank you, dear voice."
Thank you," the voice replied.
"If I hadn't had you, I would never have entered the path."
The voice smiled and dissolved into a glittering tail.
"Where are you going?" cried the girl. "I need you."
Once again the voice spoke, "You don't need me. You have everything you need in you. Follow your heart. It speaks your truth."
"I read this healing story during the first part about the white shaman on the day of the white phoenix from the fire. I was so touched and still am, although at first I didn't believe that I could do something like that, let alone see anything in it. I found it so beautiful, so healing that I would like to touch you with it.
But I am not only allowed to read my healing story there, but also yours.
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It is an honor and such a pleasure to be able to do this.
So beautiful. Transformation out of fire.
Your Sarina