My story
I’m sitting here right now.. quite touched and fulfilled and also thoughtful in the sense of appreciating my own path…. when I look back … feel into the now and into what may yet come.
This is MY way. There is so much gold in there. Not just for me.
I have realized that with my path, my story, I am leading the way and often also the answer for others or their questions and healing points.
It touches me and at the same time I feel the depth and value of my own path to freedom. Into my freedom.
Exactly 4 years ago today was my last official working day as a customs officer after 20 years.
Sometimes I have to pinch myself and bow down to my courage and my path. Then I think: Wow, is that really me? Did I really do that, experience that, etc.?
My story didn’t start there, on the contrary, that’s where it took another decisive turn …. i jumped back then.
Free fall …without a net, a false bottom or a back door….Jumped into myself and into my freedom, for my soul, for me.
With the support in myself.
I actually have a lot to say.
My story. My way. My penetration of every step. My transformation and the treasure in it.
But I don’t just talk about it like that. Of course I could also write a book and and and….But my story deserves a sacred space. I gradually realized that. I am happy to talk about it when I am asked about it. Because I can sense the potential and the liberation that lies in it for others too.
Last night, for example. i talked about it….it came spontaneously…because i was asked…. It was a sacred space…I felt it was worthy of my path and I started to speak…I could speak, (it’s not always like that, I run out of words when I feel there is no real interest or the other person can’t hear my words)….. about my deepest depths, about the decision between life and death…about survival and life, about my pain and my liberation…about my story.
Yes, I have lived, lived about and lived a lot.
I could now fuel and polarize with wild headlines. But that is not my story. It works in depth. It needs no flourishes, no drama. It is genuine, pure, deep, sacred for me.
Yesterday I felt how I brought security and trust into the original levels of my listeners and how this revitalized them…Little by little their open ends were closing. It was as if entire ancestral systems clicked into place and enormous energy no longer ran into the void but was released anew.
I actually “only” wanted to encourage people with my story and show them that anything is possible.
But in the process and also through the feedback I received, I realized how much healing is also possible for others through my story.
For them, my touch is an initiation for their own path.
Yes, I am radically consistent in living my path, my truthfulness, myself, and through the stages I have already covered, I have an unshakeable trust in my own path.
I know both sides. I am a being of extremes and I have gone through darkness and experienced things for which I still have no words. But I don’t blame them for why I can’t do something or that I have to solve or heal it first. My history, my traumas and the energy bound up in them are my drive and I release them. Not at a standstill, but through continuous movement.
I know what it feels like to live detached from yourself and I know what it feels like to take yourself everywhere and live as a whole.
I like to tell my story.. In a sacred space…when asked….
And you are ready to hear it.
Because there is so much gold in it. Not just for me.
But also for you.
I bow before myself, before my path and before you and your path.
❤️❤️❤️